Sunday, May 25, 2014

Update Brother (or sister) ( I don't judge)

MY FELLOW BLOGGERS
I AM HERE TO ENTERTAIN YOU
SO BE ENTERTAINED AS I SHARE VERY MUNDANE FACTS ABOUT MY LIFE
LET US BEGIN SHALL WE
FIRST ORDER OF BUSINESS
I FEEL SAD THAT THE SENIORS ARE GOING TO LEAVE
I HAVE MANY FRIENDS
THESE FRIENDS INCLUDE: RICKY KNOFF, SEAMUS BARTLETT, LANCE HARMER, AND MARY BUSH.
WAIT THAT WAS ONLY ABOUT FOUR FRIENDS
I SWEAR I HAVE MORE FRIENDS
For the fear of appearing insane I shall switch to not all caps typing
It is less aggressive and not as shouty, so I don’t like it.
However I digress
I will miss them greatly because they are all such fantastic people
Each of them is so talented and funny and I don’t really know how I will fill their senior shoes next year
*Don’t cry…Don’t cry*
So yeah I guess I’m sad because I’ll never see them again, but such is life.
I hope they visit me sometime.
SECOND ORDER OF BUSINESS
I FINISHED MY CHEM PAPER AND I AM SO HAPPY
Sorry about the caps, but that deserved it.
It was a total of 16 pages with references and appendix
I even cut out on my appendix a little because it got so long and decided to include them in my presentation instead
You see at the beginning of that project I felt so overwhelmed, especially with reading so many complex sources
With time, I learned to analyze information better and wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote
I honestly put my heart and soul into that paper
If you burned it you would hear me screaming
Is that creepy?
It’s true.
I remember one night I lost all my sources while I was working
It was one of the most traumatic experiences
I had a panic attack and slept at 2:30 and got no work done that night.
It was absolutely painful
Although something else happened this week that made me feel that losing all my sources wasn’t that big of a deal.
Honestly blog readers, ENJOY LIFE. Your happiness shouldn’t be compromised. There are times to be productive and times to just let go and have a day to yourself.
I took the past Saturday off and didn’t do any homework and although my chemistry exam is Wednesday I felt that I enjoyed my time J
I also took my Spanish IB test and that went better than I thought so I was really happy
I don’t know audience, a lot is going very well right now and I feel very happy.
It’s like a sine curve and I’m rocking all the way on top. I’m at 1 right now.
Although if I think about the amount of work I have this week alone
Gov Presentation
Gov Test
English Paper I am confused on
English Supervised Writing
CHEMISTRY EXAM
But such is life.
And I love life.
People say I complain a lot, which I don’t think I do.
If I have something to say I wish to say it and I don’t say it without good reason
If I say I’m tired its most likely because I haven’t slept for over 5 hours in a week
I thought I might share that with you audience.
Alright that was an update on ma life
I feel happy
Very happy

Thanks for reading J

3 comments:

  1. The last part comes off a little sarcastic...how can you REALLY be happy? What would have to change? Can that change happen? When will life slow down? How can you change your mindset?

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    1. Well, when I initially wrote this post I didn't intend it as sarcasm. It was more of a "look what is happening, but despite it I still feel incredibly happy." It's the mindset of, if I don't want to feel down and grumpy, I don't have to be. To be happy, all you need is to believe it. For example, happiness still happens despite bad circumstances. My mother grew up in poverty in a third world country and she still recounts her childhood as a tough time, but also one of the happiest because she had her entire family right next to her. Her close knit family are what kept her so happy and to keep going in life. I'm glad she did or else I wouldn't be here today! So basically, it's a mental game, and to overlook the bad and only focus on the positive future is what I think is most important and what 20 Time has helped me do more often.

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  2. Wow...that was a pretty serious post coming from me. But really, I'm curious.

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