Bottom of the Night

It is 8:35 pm currently on this fine Sunday

I am feeling

rather

happy?

maybe mellow

I am feeling a bit relaxed 

as alllllllllllllways 

I feel like I need to play some violin.

I've been better.

The stresses of the AP and IB exams are getting to me

I feel like I have bitten off more then I can chew.

Well 

I am editing a video that I did full of social experiments

I think it is pretty funny

Other people might not think so

Can't win them all I guess haha

hope I win some...

Welllllllll

I am kinda excited for the video

My mentor (who probably won't message me back) had a video I really like and it suits me nicely :)

I will post a link along with my video next week.

Until next time fellow internet users

Obadeh Mohiddin 

Week 2: One small step for me, a large step towards happiness :)

Allllllllllllllright. I will be honest with you fellow internet user. I haven't really done all that much to physically alter my mental state of being. However, that sounds like a contradiction anyway so I am not worried. I will however conduct a social experiment next week because we have a long weekend. I AM SO EXCITED. I always watch these social experiments on Youtube such as
-  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VqwGa_h7bU8
- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RWssDDHjQA
or https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4ImP0rP-ow
^ All those being great ideas :)
I will get my friend Jimmy to go along and do the camera work.
I don't really know... I feel like just lightening up and laughing more really goes along way. I have been talking more with my sister and I think the brother-sister bond we got going on makes me happy. I really do like being the older brother to so many children. I have my brother Sam (13), Tuka (11), twin brothers Rami and Hadi (9) and then there is me at age 16. As of recent, I have taken apart of my day to spend with my siblings and that is something that I might have been missing before. I feel lighter, more happy, more able to do things and overall it is a step in the right direction. Also! Messing with Mrs. H on the 20 time thread was really funny :D I impersonated her and she didn't even know (I was also sitting right next to her) I feel like if I don't give myself the opportunity to feel sad, then I don't. That's how I wish to end this week's entry. Feel free to leave a comment below if you are so willing :)