Farewell

Hello and Goodbye fellow bloggers.
This is my last 20time blog for a while :(
I wish to tell you that I have thoroughly enjoyed my time.
I wish you all the best.
This time I have spent for the past few months has been very entertaining and I wish to thank anyone who aided me in my journey to become a happier person.
I feel more relaxed and more passionate to do more actions.
I love life more and I want to keep doing so.
I feel like the influence of other people in my life has lessened because I care less what others think.
The thing I enjoyed most about my 20time project was that it was so unique and different from all my friends. While I undertook a very psychological and self centered journey, my friends went and learned different instruments.
It was nice to do something different and standout in front of my peers.
My video on YouTube was also successful and I appreciate spending my time doing that.
I enjoyed laughing more and taking a more lighthearted approach  towards life.
I don't like repeating myself.
I feel like overall happiness spreads and that hopefully if everyone adopts my view on life then the world can be a better place.
Goody bye my friends

Update Brother (or sister) ( I don't judge)

MY FELLOW BLOGGERS

I AM HERE TO ENTERTAIN YOU

SO BE ENTERTAINED AS I SHARE VERY MUNDANE FACTS ABOUT MY LIFE
LET US BEGIN SHALL WE

FIRST ORDER OF BUSINESS
I FEEL SAD THAT THE SENIORS ARE GOING TO LEAVE
I HAVE MANY FRIENDS
THESE FRIENDS INCLUDE: RICKY KNOFF, SEAMUS BARTLETT, LANCE HARMER, AND MARY BUSH.

WAIT THAT WAS ONLY ABOUT FOUR FRIENDS

I SWEAR I HAVE MORE FRIENDS
For the fear of appearing insane I shall switch to not all caps typing

It is less aggressive and not as shouty, so I don’t like it.

However I digress

I will miss them greatly because they are all such fantastic people

Each of them is so talented and funny and I don’t really know how I will fill their senior shoes next year

*Don’t cry…Don’t cry*
So yeah I guess I’m sad because I’ll never see them again, but such is life.

I hope they visit me sometime.

SECOND ORDER OF BUSINESS

I FINISHED MY CHEM PAPER AND I AM SO HAPPY

Sorry about the caps, but that deserved it.

It was a total of 16 pages with references and appendix

I even cut out on my appendix a little because it got so long and decided to include them in my presentation instead

You see at the beginning of that project I felt so overwhelmed, especially with reading so many complex sources

With time, I learned to analyze information better and wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote and wrote

I honestly put my heart and soul into that paper

If you burned it you would hear me screaming

Is that creepy?

It’s true.

I remember one night I lost all my sources while I was working

It was one of the most traumatic experiences

I had a panic attack and slept at 2:30 and got no work done that night.

It was absolutely painful

Although something else happened this week that made me feel that losing all my sources wasn’t that big of a deal.

Honestly blog readers, ENJOY LIFE. Your happiness shouldn’t be compromised. There are times to be productive and times to just let go and have a day to yourself.

I took the past Saturday off and didn’t do any homework and although my chemistry exam is Wednesday I felt that I enjoyed my time J

I also took my Spanish IB test and that went better than I thought so I was really happy

I don’t know audience, a lot is going very well right now and I feel very happy.

It’s like a sine curve and I’m rocking all the way on top. I’m at 1 right now.

Although if I think about the amount of work I have this week alone

Gov Presentation

Gov Test

English Paper I am confused on

English Supervised Writing

CHEMISTRY EXAM

But such is life.

And I love life.

People say I complain a lot, which I don’t think I do.

If I have something to say I wish to say it and I don’t say it without good reason

If I say I’m tired its most likely because I haven’t slept for over 5 hours in a week

I thought I might share that with you audience.

Alright that was an update on ma life

I feel happy

Very happy

Thanks for reading J

Hello fellow internet user
I am here
1 IB Test to go
Spanish that is
I probably won't do very well
Spanish isn't really my thing
I am feeling pretty good right now
I feel really tired haha
I am pretty exhausted at this point and haven't had a good night sleep in very long
But I feel pretty good :)
The assembly today was fun
I didn't really like the pitch
I think something I could improve upon was a bigger presentation
Instead of a big sweaty happy man yelling euphoric phrases into the air I could have made a poster to attract people
Also I don't think the adults enjoyed my project
Some of my peers did
However the general feedback was pretty negative for me and that's just an obstacle I had to face
It's something I have gotten over and I know that I can't impress everyone and I'm very alright with that
I only care about my own current state of being, which ultimately is the most important
So that's my pitch about the pitch
I have a chemistry paper to write
and an IO to do
plus a government presentation
and a Spanish article
Soooooooo much to do
but I'll take it one step at a time plus school is almost over anyway
I'm excited for junior year
If I make I'm still alive by then, which hopefully I am.
Alright I'll see y'all next time!

The video

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ecgPSLXvslw

My social experiments are now up on the YouTubes. You may check it out, I will allow you.
*Warning the following video might change your view of me. It might make you uncomfortable and or influence your kids in the wrong way. All people at the time of filming did not know they were being filmed and no one was given any money to provide me with a higher attractiveness ratings* * You have been warned, and do not expect too much they were just fun little quirky experiments*
I did this because I like making people laugh and I like breaking the daily routine of my life. I also like to push the limits of society because I for one do not like being with held in the boundaries that others decide for me.

Please excuse my brief posts.
I do care for you internet user.
The AP Spanish exam is the day after my AP Chemistry exam and I am dead.
dying.
I PROOOOOOOOOOMISE the video by next weekend plus an extensive post on how awesome my life is.
For now though
It's not so hot.
It's all going down haha
If you read this, I most probably will have taken my AP chemistry exam
I hope I don't get a 2
Alright I will make a better blog nextweek
I PROMISE
bye :)

Bottom of the Night

It is 8:35 pm currently on this fine Sunday

I am feeling

rather

happy?

maybe mellow

I am feeling a bit relaxed 

as alllllllllllllways 

I feel like I need to play some violin.

I've been better.

The stresses of the AP and IB exams are getting to me

I feel like I have bitten off more then I can chew.

Well 

I am editing a video that I did full of social experiments

I think it is pretty funny

Other people might not think so

Can't win them all I guess haha

hope I win some...

Welllllllll

I am kinda excited for the video

My mentor (who probably won't message me back) had a video I really like and it suits me nicely :)

I will post a link along with my video next week.

Until next time fellow internet users

Obadeh Mohiddin 

Week 2: One small step for me, a large step towards happiness :)

Allllllllllllllright. I will be honest with you fellow internet user. I haven't really done all that much to physically alter my mental state of being. However, that sounds like a contradiction anyway so I am not worried. I will however conduct a social experiment next week because we have a long weekend. I AM SO EXCITED. I always watch these social experiments on Youtube such as
-  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VqwGa_h7bU8
- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RWssDDHjQA
or https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4ImP0rP-ow
^ All those being great ideas :)
I will get my friend Jimmy to go along and do the camera work.
I don't really know... I feel like just lightening up and laughing more really goes along way. I have been talking more with my sister and I think the brother-sister bond we got going on makes me happy. I really do like being the older brother to so many children. I have my brother Sam (13), Tuka (11), twin brothers Rami and Hadi (9) and then there is me at age 16. As of recent, I have taken apart of my day to spend with my siblings and that is something that I might have been missing before. I feel lighter, more happy, more able to do things and overall it is a step in the right direction. Also! Messing with Mrs. H on the 20 time thread was really funny :D I impersonated her and she didn't even know (I was also sitting right next to her) I feel like if I don't give myself the opportunity to feel sad, then I don't. That's how I wish to end this week's entry. Feel free to leave a comment below if you are so willing :)